||[Sep. 3rd, 2007|12:00 am]
"Each time we dream of "tornadoes", these ancient, collective layers of symbolic association reveal themselves anew. Each "dream tornado" is, at some level, a harbinger of change, in the psyche as well as the waking world. Although only the dreamer can say for sure what his or her dream images mean, dream "tornadoes" are compelling metaphors of the individual and collective social change that we "feel", (that we know in our secret heart of hearts), is necessary , and is coming. We intuit, as dreamers, that ultimately the "power of this impending storm" is not just a consequence of incomplete human consciousness and planning failure alone. The forces of change are also "forces of nature" - "divine forces", like nature herself. The dream "tornado", over and over again, turns out to be symbol of the dreamer's own personal relationship to the deepest unasked and unanswered psycho-spiritual questions is his/her life, and these issues always have transpersonal implications as well."
FINALLY. a logical explanation.
its so strange. i've never seen a tornado...always been fascinated by them...and i dream about them a LOT.
blah. tried talking to j today. i called but he didn't pick up...THANK GOD
i don't really know what i'd say. i know what i WANT to say, but i tend to chicken out over the phone :P
i should really be writing AP essays.
i hate writing.
there's so much i want to talk about on livejournal, only i can't because i don't know who's reading it, and i don't have the luxury of privacy in my room so i can't write in a real journal. someone would find it.
i'm excited about learning guitar! i can't wait to get mine fixed so i can play the two chords i know. HA.
i had the BEST voice lesson last week. i sang "sebben crudele" pretty well (i just have to add in dynamics and stuff) and i think i'm gonna do 'the daisies' for s&e...crazy hard...i don't know if i'll be able to do it right =/
i really want to write an anonymous people thing...i think i'd be too harsh...and i have to write.
I HATE WRITING!!!!!!!
i wish the whole josh thing never started in the first place. that's bad though, right? there's that overused dr. seuss cliche ("don't cry because it's over. smile because it happened.") but EHHHHHHH it's not easy.